MoOElK

you still dont understand. Perhaps you never will. Its not selfish an if you were in my shoes you probably wouldnt know what the hell to do either. Forget about that thursday christine. I had other shit going on and the last thing i wanted to do was bring that up. I think you are fogetting that that was the morning we had to put gust to sleep and i had other things bothering me. I never once said you threatened me. But i got tired of you saying how you wanted to shoot down the school. I always tried to help you through and i came to the conclusion that people have to step up and get through their problems themselves. Sure, you need people to lean on and kind of maybe guide you but it just seemed like you through your problems on me and i cant fix them for you. and i have been trying to "guide" you ever since 7th grade and i cant do it anymore. I just cant. You didnt bring anger to me ever. I am just sad that you have so many problems within yourself and you dont know what to do about them. I have given you all the advice i could when you asked for it but you never took it. I know your afraid of change but thats life. things change and people move on. I dont know what else to say. bye