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About Me Member Lurker MoOElKUnknown Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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bon voyage capitans!

Fri Jan 28, 2005, 5:24 PM
"im leeaving on a jet plane"
yes..i am leaving deviant art.
goodbye fellow cosmonauts!

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:iconclipsy1959:
hey thanks for not answering my apology email! feels great, like my stomach is in my ribcage. uh i want my Donnie Darko dvd back....so you could like give it to mandy and she could give it to me b.c i know you dont wanna see me so yea. i'll give you your happy shit book back too....probably ask mandy to give it to ya as well.
toodles

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*ClipsY*

fighting on the internet is like the speshal olympics...even if you win, your still retarted
:iconmooelk:
christine,
i want to get one thing straight. I never said i wanted nothing to do with you and that i didnt ever want to see you again. You know that i am not like that. I never back stabbed you because i never EVER told people things you said to me. I just thought it would be better for me to try and surround myself with healthy people you know? Its not that i dont like you because i do i just couldnt take all the sadness, the threats and the anger anymore. I really dont know what else to say to you. Ill give you back your DVD this week sometime.
:iconclipsy1959:
do you realize how selfish that sounds? i dont care, do what you want. it's probably better for you and you should do it. i just dont understand why you didnt say anything that thursday. thats the thing that's killing me. you've made me so damned miserable. i'll probably never have as close of a friendship as i had with you. plus, i never threatened you. i just told you everything b/c i thought you could handle it and you'd help me through. i would never do this to you, even if you broke up with chase and became a 300 pound sack of sadness, i would be there for you and guide you until you found yourself again. thats what friends are for. oh who was i kidding anyways? high school friends never last past graduation. i thank you for trying to be mature about this....but i just will never be the same and always have a gap within me. i'm sorry i brought so much sadness and anger to your life. trust me, i'll never do it again.

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*ClipsY*

fighting on the internet is like the speshal olympics...even if you win, your still retarted
:iconmooelk:
you still dont understand. Perhaps you never will. Its not selfish an if you were in my shoes you probably wouldnt know what the hell to do either. Forget about that thursday christine. I had other shit going on and the last thing i wanted to do was bring that up. I think you are fogetting that that was the morning we had to put gust to sleep and i had other things bothering me. I never once said you threatened me. But i got tired of you saying how you wanted to shoot down the school. I always tried to help you through and i came to the conclusion that people have to step up and get through their problems themselves. Sure, you need people to lean on and kind of maybe guide you but it just seemed like you through your problems on me and i cant fix them for you. and i have been trying to "guide" you ever since 7th grade and i cant do it anymore. I just cant. You didnt bring anger to me ever. I am just sad that you have so many problems within yourself and you dont know what to do about them. I have given you all the advice i could when you asked for it but you never took it. I know your afraid of change but thats life. things change and people move on. I dont know what else to say. bye
:iconclipsy1959:
uh no, i didnt forget that that thursday was the day that gus died. i fuckin spent 2 hours drawing that pic for you, just to make you feel better. i only said i wanted to shoot the school once if i remember correctly. if you didnt fucking want me to be open with you, just say it. i can take honesty, not betrayal. you lied to me. "you can tell me anything, thats what friends are for" is along the lines of what you'd always say to me. i tried to stop telling you stuff, bc i didnt want to worry you. you told me that you always took your friend's problems on as your own so i wanted to stop. you kept assuring me that it was ok and you didnt mind. so i continued. friends are supposed to be there for you when things get really rough...and at the time when i need you most, your leaving me out in the cold. and you know what the real bitch of all this is?? you dont seem to fucking care! how long have you been planning this??? its like you've been preparing yourself mentally to do this for a while so its not affecting you. this is not what real friends do. when newton died, who was there? when you had to get rid of you cats and they were killed, who was there?? when kianah died, who was there? when your crazy mother (and YOU said she was crazy too, so dont use this against me god damn it) gave Yukie and Hachi away, who's house did you come down to? when your dad...on that christmas day, whose family was there?? MINE!!!!!!!! and i'm fucking getting help for my problems so i didnt have to impose on you anymore. you didnt even come to me in person...you did it via EMAIL! so you didnt have to see my reactions and have regrets. unlike you, i dont have a person i can tell this all to and absorb my anger/sadness like you have. chase is there for you blah blah blah, but now i really dont have anyone. thanks, thanks for nothing.

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fighting on the internet is like the speshal olympics...even if you win, your still retarted

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